I Refuse to Doubt

Are you doubting?

May be now or not. I believe you’ve experienced it yourself. Living in this world filled with distractions of lies
It is inevitable but you know I just found out a surprising truth with doubts. Doubting is a choice. We have the freewill. Our gift from God that can protect or leave us vulnerable it is up to us on how we use it. Doubting is a choice for you to accept and dwell on it. But you’ll suffer its inevitable consequences if you choose it, it will make you feel very weak, make you unproductive and stop your growth. It is the way of the enemy devil the liar to inject some lies into your head that made you confuse and made you believe that it will never happen and you can never understand or make it. The devil is good at it. That devil is a liar, the father of lies. Now he is exposed. But the good news is It is a choice that you can also refuse. If there is a lie there will always be the light of truth shining for us. The light of Jesus. We have a choice to rebuke and a choice to give up to the Lord. A choice to surrender your thoughts to the Lord and trust Him. Filling your minds with the truth โ€”God’s words and you’ll be protected. The battle is not ours it belongs to Him.

The truth is, it doesn’t really matter what we think or what our opinions are because when the Lord say what He says it is final. It is irrevocable. What we think doesnt matter. For the Lord decides and acts according to His will not our will. And this special truth make my heart glad and grateful. I remember what Jesus said to one of His disciple who didnt believe that He is alive “stop doubting and believe”
BELIEVE.. Just believe and do not think what and how God will do it for there’s no way we can know for His ways and thoughts are higher than ours. Let’s just believe and trust Him. It will all come to passed just as He promised. All things work together for good to those who love God and are called according to His purpose. We are called, chosen, and equipped. Those who put their trust in Him will never be disappointed.Remember He never changes. His words are final. His immutability assures us all. We are under His grace. His hands are upon us. He is our defense and our shelter. We can run to His arms and tell Him our worries, doubts and fears for He cares for you and He will heal you. The Lord is sustaining us. Be still and know that He is God. Be encourage love, be strong and courageous for God is with you wherever you go. โค๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ™



I Am A Girl!

I am a girl…

A typical kind of girl

Nothing grand but true in identity’s brand

I am simple in style

In mind and in heart.

I am carefree.

I am bright filled with mystery light

To those who have known me from the start.

But I am more to the One who created me.

Complex. I am fearfully and wonderfully made

His wonderful works so good and beautiful

Nothing in compare.

I am a girl who love

I love the sound of rain in an old roof

I love the old fashioned ways of love

Made me an old soul or style they say

I love the breeze of an air as it gently touches the skin leaving many feelings

I love baby or kids their innocence is a delight

Their laughter, smiles and little actions made me smile

I love the colors of the sky and the creative form of clouds

As it speaks promises and truth in my heart

I love the ocean and seas with its color blue so calming and true

Reminds me of the love of God so clear, so deep, so wide and so strong.

In anyway in everyway I remember God in His beautiful creation.

A simple girl who doesn’t need a sophisticated life on earth.

A simple girl who knows her worth and know who she is in Christ.

A girl filled with dreams with reality and purpose

A girl who is a child of God.

I maybe typical to some but it’s ok for I am special to God.

What others think or say doesn’t matter for my God’s word is the final say. โค

*Accept what you are, embrace who you are.. you are beautiful and loved by the most High Godโค

Shut Me Not!

Sometimes after the many hits and blows that made our hearts shattered to pieces due to expectations that weren’t  met by someone we have given our trust with that made our hearts cold and shut it to everyone thinking everyone is the same and will do the same. The scripture says that our heart is deceiving above all it can make you think of something filled with selfish emotions shutting all other truth. I believe that it is our self centered view “you give,what I give” “Match what I show” “feel what I feel” which stirs unrealistic emotions when not met. I found out that guarding my heart alone is vain but the good news is I can surrender it to My Lord Jesus who cares and hold my heart. “Do not follow what your heart tells nor your mind but the conviction of the Holy Spirit” His spirit will help you see the truth and you are back to track. 

In order for us to get over with self centeredness we should follow the Lord command that tells us we should think of others more than ourselves. To give love and not to expect anything in return. Real love is about giving with joy and contentment. People come and go but there are some who will stay and be a part of your journey. Let us not shut our hearts but let us give it to the Lord and follow Him. He got us. Those who trust in Him will never be disappointed. This promises Im holding keep me going. Im happy that we have a Father in Heaven who never changes and have given us His words we can carry the Bible that will never go out of truth. An assurance of His promises. You can have what is in it just take your faith with you because the promises written is yours also. Amazing Father God. โค๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ





Worry not!

The beginning of anxiety is the end of faith, and the beginning of true faith is the end of anxiety.  โ€” George Mueller

Nowadays we are all bombarded by different noises in this world may it be physical which includes war, cars, mouths armalite (gossips, slanders) ๐Ÿ˜…etc. It could be emotional and mental. But the worst of all this noise is the mental which weigh heavy in our hearts. As we began to want things and pursue things we dont have we neglect the beauty and essence of what we really have now. When contentment is out of the picture then discontenment filled with wistful desires happen. We started to worry of what we dont have but when we have it we asked for more. Weird people are we!.. When the weather is hot we complaint and wanted cold.. When it is getting real cold we are worrying of the effects not of it’s goodness. When it is raining for just 3 days we complaint and worried. Asking why? What if?

We are more likely to worry when the pocket is empty or almost empty like there’s no way it can be enough for the food the whole day, for the payment of tuition fee, this and that. It made me sing “worry worry worry must be funny in this  world” .๐Ÿ˜‚

 Why are you worried? What makes you worry? Surely I can get many answers in these quests or none at all. It depends on you anyway.  I believe it is natural for us to be worried it is part of us human you’ll say since we are born emotionally active. I somehow agree I have the same view so I let worries sink in to my mind down to my heart until there’s no way that I can do with it. Then I found out that my ideas about worries are LIES! 

Worries are not from light but dark. When you are worried all you could ever think was negativity not a hint of positivity you dwell on it and you’ll be crippled gives you fear and make you feel useless. So dark, isn’t it. It will never be light. Why are we worried? I can tell you one thing this truth you know but deny sometimes. We are worried because of our lack of faith to the Most High God who is the provider and lover of our soul. It hits you!.. It hits me too. I get worried a lot of times but when Jesus helps me know the truth I come to realized that Jesus knows my need and He is my provider. My great, kind and generous provider. I get back on track and started to surrender my needs to His hands. He cares. His hands is upon us all. Only Jesus can give light to that dark area of our lives. You cannot trust anyone but the Lord.

Let us not worry about what we do not have. Worries are not from God. But Faith, love, hope is from God. Let us choose faith over worry. Remember this special TRUTH, Our God provides. He knows our needs even before we say it and the promise is He will meet all your needs. Wants and needs are different love, you should know the difference. Wants are selfish desires, you think it can be better for you but the real thing is not. It will only give a temporary happiness since it is in the form of pleasure. And needs are the exact opposite of it. Let us want what we need so we can have contentment and we can be worry free. 

Where is the best place to take your worries? Take them to God. Take your troubles, fears, disappoinments, doubts, weaknesses to Him and leave them all there.  Seek protection from the One who cannot be moved our Rock; from the One who offers eternal salvation โ€” JesusCast your burdens to the Lord, He will sustain you. Then feed it with God’s words for His words are true and final it is yours to take it is His promise, believe and receive it love. 

Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all this things shall be added unto you. -Matthew 6:33
Your heart must not be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in Me. – John 14:1

Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself sufficient is the day of its own trouble. – Matthew 6:34

Keep Going!ย 

โ€‹God is working and He is up to something greater than you imagine. Take heart, have faith love. Wait and watch how will God transform and make ways far from your expectations. He is God. I dont know what you are going through but there’s this truth I know God knows what you are going through and He got you. And the good news is God will never leave you nor forsake you. His hands are upon you. Trust Him. He knows how painful and hard it is right now but that will passed and just keep going with faith love. Keep moving, keep trusting and never stop praying. You are under God’s grace! We are under His grace. Praise the Lord. His words are living and powerful. ๐Ÿ˜โค๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ™






Flabbergasting Reality

Sometimes I ask myself.. What is really my purpose of living. Why am I here? Is my life only about career, love, success and some other pleasures of this world. Is this really my life all about? Emptiness creep into my heart and confusion starts to take in. While emotions whirling I chose to be still and in that moment a sudden realization came in like a wind which breezes gently but powerful enough to touch my soul and heart. A kind of feeling that no man can ever give, a kind of feeling of reality and peace that this world can’t ever provide. I woke and reality sets in. A flabbergasting experience!. That reality brought me to light when I got to know Jesus and let Him be my Lord and savior. I honestly dont know much about life. I just live but with no purpose and destination that is eternal. As I continue living my life I’ve come to realized that nothing in this world will lasts and iy comes along with expiration date they are all temporary. And the only thing that never changes is “CHANGE” itself, I believe that this is the reason of all temporary things in this world. You can not trust anything or anyone cuz they change. I am very grateful that the Lord I trust never Changes. His immutability make all things constant. His promises, love, mercy, goodness, kindness and all. There’s none like Him. He is incomparable. All praises and glory to the One true God. Jesus is the perfector and finisher of my faith. He will finished what He has started and that I believe. It’s amazing to know that life is beautiful driven with purpose. Still Im trying to know by asking God this purpose of my life. But a certain truth is clear for me I live for Christ and it is not I who live but Christ, I live this body by faith. I live to give glory to the Lord. To serve others. This keeps me going. Life is indeed a roller coaster but it’s alright since the Lord is with me. I can conquer everything with Him by my side and He is in me to do it. I want to truly live this beautiful purpose in accordance to His will. He is God. He is my heavenly Father. My everything.  Whatever life has to offer let’s face it with faith knowing you can do all things through Christ our Lord. We belong to Him. Be still love with this flabbergasting reality of life.



Same Sex Marriage!?


Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and sexually immoral.

                                  Hebrews 13:4

          Yesterday my sister asked me about same sex marriage since she is preparing for her speech regarding this. Upon hearing this words “same sex marriage” a negative view formed in my mind. And lot of questions. Why it turned that way? What is happening? The sad reality of human perspective.

            The same sex marriage is a headline issue to the world. It was introduce and made known by the LGBT as they call it. That is really an “in” thing to them, the best moment of their lives more than winning a beauty queen crown.

Nevertheless people have different opinions on this matter. People who have believe of gender equality and follow the ways of the world agrees without qualms and with joy. While there are people who are enlightened by the Word of God, stand by the truth and live with it. To them it is never right and indeed a disobedience. But the question is what is right for you?

            It is true that it is not right to judge and it is not our job to do that and folks we are not judging. We are standing in the light of truth and let it shine for them. Marriage is sacred and needs to be respected. We all know that marriage is not just on a paper it is more than that. It is meant for a man and a woman who love each other sincerely and more. The truth slaps they say and I agree but this truth will set you free and wakes you up from the lies of the enemy the devil who wants to distract and destruct you. Wake up! Accept the truth and time to go back to the arms of our loving God. Repent and forgiveness be given to you. Our God is faithful and He loves you.





I dreamed about fantasy

not thinking about reality

Am stucked with insincerity

and I hate this kind of dishonesty

I never thought friendship from afar will be possible in true sense

cuz I always end up hurting in finding the right one.

Then you came and change this view of mine. 

You making me realized lot of things 

Are you even aware of that?

Like a wind gently breeze in my cheeks

So gentle and true that it makes me feel at ease.

If ever your world turns upside down

I’ll be there 

If ever u push me away

I’ll stay

Cuz I’m holding in to this one special promise “Stay in touch”.

Encourage Me!

       Have you ever been tired of waiting? Have you ever feel like losing hope because you are thinking that God is not listening? That moment where in you totally lose hope and you feel the creepy frustration running in your veins but you still chose to believe. You chose faith over fear. We’ve been there. You are not alone. The good news is that God is up to something in your waiting. Remember everything has its time. God makes all things beautiful in His time.You may not understand it now but one day you will. Remember He is God. His ways are higher than our ways. He knows your heart and He cares for you. 

       I’ve been there in that same moment it may be different in situation but same feeling. When I realized that I am dwelling on the wrong spot. The Holy spirit conviction brings me to light. I turn to God and asked for His help and He helped me. I am filled with confusion, fear, disappointments and anxiety but when I cried to the Lord telling Him every feelings that I have. He gave me His peace and remove those emotions stirring my soul. He fiiled me with His spirit. He became my strength and joy. Take over the things that is not meant to stay in your life. Give it to the Lord. He got you. Smile and remember that He is God. Let God be God. Don’t think you can handle it alone because the real thing is you can’t your afflictions will try to rob everything from you your joy, peace and strength.  Cast down those thoughts that exalt themselves against the will of God and bring into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ. (2 Corinthians10:5). 

          Arm yourself with the Words of God. Fill your mind with His Word. Be strong and courageous. Know that He is God. You are not consumed because He is sustaining you. Be a prayer warrior. In order to win you need to surrender first. Surrender to the Lord. Commit everything that you do everyday to Him. Dedicate every thing for His glory. He cares for you and He loves you. All you need to do is ask and it will be given to you. Believe.

Every afflictions are special ground for growth and for God’s greatness. All things work together for good to those who love God and called according to His purpose. “You are more than a conqueror” this words of the Lord in my dreams strenthen me everytime. I am a conqueror because I have Him. Jesus is in me. It is not I who live but Christ lives in me. You see how powerful the Words of God. Let us follow Jesus in defeating temptation by means of resisting and followed by saying the Words of God written in your heart. The spirit of God will teach you everything that you need to know. Be strong love.  The Lord is our greatest encourager and motivator. Cling unto Him. We can depend on Him. Believe.

Am I Beautiful?

         There are many description fall into this special themeโ€” Beauty! Whether you like it or not you are aware of it. Let’s be honest we have that moment of thinking and asking of this nerve-wracking question “Am I beautiful?” I am not ashamed at all everytime I asked this to my mom and my dad  when I here them say “Yes, you are beautiful!” Oh men my heart leaped with joy and my hope soar like an eagle. The feeling is priceless! ๐ŸŒธ

Sex appeal, charming, gorgeous whatever you want to call it. Name it! Looking in the mirror, you began to think again am I beautiful? Hmm presentable, yeah! Now you are even doubting. You’re looking within yourselves, trying to find your value in your beauty and in your worth.

Enough with self-pitying. Come join me let’s widen our horizon of understanding as we dig deeper to find the real definition of beauty.

True beauty operates on three special levels โ€” soul, mind, and body. When all three combine and are in effect, the outcome can be surprising, flabbergasting! What if one of this is out? The exquisite harmony of the music fails. Have you ever met a lady who was physically a work of art, but you had a hard time seeing her charm because her personality stunk? And there’s this adage that goes like “What is beauty when your brain is empty?” The same holds true for men. You see beauty is not just on one level. Let’s stop limiting its truth.

We live in a culture that bombard us with the message of insecurities.  “You are not good enough!” “You are not worthy enough” You do not have the right figure!”  We are bombarded by the unrealistic standards of this world. How many of us will ever be a perfect size 8, be coca cola shape and never have pimples on our face? How many of  us have that time and money to achieve the svelte body, and flawless, white skin? 

All things are lawful for me, but all things are not helpful. All things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any” (1 Corinthians 6:12). This requires a moment of reflection. It’s easy for us to be brought under the power of the world’s idea of beauty, but we knew that if we buy in to it, we will face one of this two outcome; You either will become obsessed with achieving it or you will drown in the sea of self-esteem. Men, where’s the positive here?

Let’s take a look in the mirror again and this time make an honest assessment. Look closely not perfect, right? But workable ๐Ÿ˜Š. Mark you no one is perfect. I like to say that God is fair. To one He gave a beautiful skin but okay body. To another He gave a fabulous body but okay hair. It help us realized that those good points we got along our bad points were designed to keep us all humble. 

Beauty tricks are rampant in today’s society. You can check it out in the internet. All sort of beauty ways can be made with a wise wardrobe choices, hairstyle and light make-ups. We can have that! Whatever you do to enhance your beauty the central word should be “natural”. Enhancing beauty and overdoing it are far differentโ€”we should know the difference.

We really won’t have the true beauty until Jesus transform us from the inside out. God says we are “not to be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is good and acceptable and perfect will of God” (Romans:2) I believe there is a good, acceptable, and perfect will of God concerning beauty. And the first thing that makes us beautiful is righteousness (holiness). A woman with a gentle and quiet spirit. A woman who knows how to control her passions and walk with a sensitive conscience before the Lord is beautiful. The only true beauty comes from a life that is fully surrendered to Jesus Christ.

I was able to realized that for the most part the problem is of the way we view of what we have. Our beauty problems for us are usually greater in our minds than in the eyes of othersโ€”and we need to know the difference.

We are blinded by our own thinking and others opinion and forget about the beautiful set we got. Behind those unattractive part of us are those gems long to cherished. Love, time to wake up and embrace the truth. The truth will set you free. Let’s accept, love, and reflect on our best gifts. God made us all the way He determined best, in line with His own superior knowledge and for His purpose. We are fearfully and wonderfully made. What matters most is what God thinks. For Him, you and I are fine and beautiful. Cast down those thoughts that exalt themselves against the will of God and bring into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ. (2 Corinthians10:5) 

If there is any virtue and excellence, If there is anything worthy of praise, think on, and weigh and take account of this things.” (Philippians 4:8) Remember this special message from God. Fix your mind on them. Take note of your best features and accentuate the positive girl. 

I am beautiful! You are beautiful! โค๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ